Sunday, May 6, 2012

Doubt

keep giving myself excuses...this is not a good sign
no turning back i supposed...
ONE day, i just need one more day to get my mind set

Saturday, May 5, 2012

fAith

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.--- Martin Luther
信念,就是即使看不到长阶通向何方,却仍愿意迈出第一步--- 马丁路德

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Journey of the sea

Waiting....is just like floating in middle of the sea, without having any hint of when are you gonna come by the shore....
Waiting....it drives me crazy sometimes, & it pushes me to the edge at times wondering if i should just give up & let go....
Anyhow, i do believe in one thing, that i'll get something out of this uncertain journey even if i might not be able to find the shore that i've been looking for.
At least, at this point of time, i see some shady light, it might be a different path from what i expected, but perhaps there lies a better & more spacious shore than the one i'm looking for.
Who knows.... :)

Monday, March 12, 2012

面具

别人常说,人生就像一场戏
我则说, 人生就像一场不简单的舞台剧, 演员们都必须在对于不同的 人 事 物 戴上不同的面具, 然后努力地演下去
面具...
你有 我有 他也有
为了要继续呆在舞台上
你唯有的武器, 只有面具
可是说真的,有时候,面具这个东西很恐怖
它会让你慢慢的看清演员们的真面目
同时它也会让你怀疑你曾经真实的自己
结论就是, 不简单...真的没有想象的那么简单


Sunday, March 11, 2012

question & question

so yea i attended a conference today, the speaker's story was rather dramatic to me, i wonder, if what he said would ever happen on me. But this is not the point i'm trying to make here. So during the conference i was asked a simple question, but it took me a little while to answer.
The question was: "Given u have the ability to go to ONE place in just a second, where would u like to be?"
My mind went blank, i didnt know what to answer.
...& because of my hesitation, i was asked another question: "I supposed u have been away from home for quite some time & don't you wanna go home?"
Once again, my mind went blank...
While i was walking home today, i took my sweet time embracing in the super awesome weather while thinking about the questions.
If i do need to answer, i wouldn't say home is the place i would like to be at this point of time. i know this doesnt sound right to some people but to me, being back at home means i gotta move on to another new chapter of life, say bye to studenthood & begin my journey out there in the real world. Frankly, i have not yet prepared for that change, simply because i had been wasting a lot of time previously wandering around without crafting my life plan properly.
What is ahead of me? i couldnt even see bits of shadow....it freaks me out to think of the fact that i'm graduating in a year time...i hv so much things to do to get myself prepared & equiped with what i'm supposed to be having upon graduation.

*long-sigh*
i hv no other choice but to try the best out of myself...

Friday, March 2, 2012

So it's been quite some time since i last visited my own bloggie....i just don't have much passion in scribbling lately for God-knows-what-reason.
Well, i'm here today....i just wanna tell the world that i can't get my butt off from where i am right now, i got my face glue-ed to the window pane & i can't stop staring at the falling snow.
...Ceteris paribus(holding everything else constant), who doesn't love this kind of white fluffy thingie?...snow is indeed beautiful to look at. =D

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

It's been 2days...a bad start i would say.
yeA it's Chinese New Year...gonna post some photos soon.
trying my best to pick myself up, & catch up with everything as soon as possible.
i believe things would turn out fine as the semester rolling in
By the way, Happy Chinese New Year to all!