unFOcUsable

-Sunday evening 3.30pm-

i'm so blardy sleepy & wanted to just dive 'into' the nice slumberland!
currently...i'm revising csc for the freaking test that's just around the corner.
i couldn't focus much as my eyelid keep on 'dropping' down lk nobody's business...

this reminds me of Mr.Bean who use stick to 'hold' his eyelid.....
perhaps i should try that! wakaka:):)

actually i don't hv much time to study after today since the routine of attending classes is going on as usual during the weekdays....

i now can tell u that memorizing subjects such as csc, history, & etc is 101% not my cup of coffee!

when i would hv d opportunity to get rid of all these stupid subjects that would eat up all my brain cells???

another thing that i'm worrying is when i can go home??
defenitely not this week....
& perhaps not the week with holiday on monday....
but, somebody would probably hang me to dead if i'm not doing so!
well, i should spare some time going back...
i realized an amazing fact...
i'm in love with INTI right now...
thats why i don't feel lk travelling all the way back from Nilai to Selangor even i'm A BIT free...
HaiZ...another headache thing!

ok...
i shall stop crapping now...
& continue my revision journey....


*signing off**

tightening of lips >.<

My current StatUs:

1.) can't breathe....suffocating....

2.) emo...-.- so much thing happened in such a split second....

3.) trying hard to avoid being influenced by all those internal & external problems that might trigger my focus on studies....

4.) but...is this what ppl always say--- 'didn't dare to confront with reality'???

5.) i'm entering an arena of life wich is FULL of tests, mid-terms, assignments, tutorials, presentations, & secretary's jobs....

6.) Here goes the lists of my upcoming tasks to be completed:

• Memorandum for venue booking
• Sponsorship letter
• Proposal
• Minutes for event meeting
• Account tutorials
• Presentation(Talk Show)
• Econs Mid-term
• Moral assignment 3
• CSC test 1
• Econs Forum
• Account test 2
• Account assignment
• Moral assignment 4
• Econs assignment
• CSC assignment 2
• Moral assignment 5
• 3 CSC tutorials
• Account Mid-tem
• CSC test 2
• CSC assignment 3

7.) summary:

- 4 jobs for club event

- 4 tutorials

- 7 assignments

- 5 tests & Mid-term

- 1 forum

- Presentations on every monday

8.) Sometimes, i'm just thinking whether d education system in US is similar as what i'm going through now...!!!

9.) Where is my strength?...in order to overcome all these unknown challenges...

10.) i'm not able to exist in Tmn Sri Gombak for at least 1 month time due to these whole bunch of works & of course, other reasons as well.....will stick at Nilai to FIGHT!

Outcome of today:

EDUCATION IS JUST AS LIFE,

IT IS NEVER AN EASY PATH!!!

summary...

i just finished 2 tests today...
& got back my account paper...
an unexpected marks indeed!

econs test...
errm =.= is a bit tough...
coz i didn't revised much as i focused mre on csc...
hopefully i could score well.....it contributes 10%...
10% is a LOT man!!!

csc tutorial...
apparently, it was a tutorial...
actually, it was a test...
it carries 2% ONLY...
u would most probably wonder why i focused more on it instead of the 10% econs test...
coz this is a freaking crazy subject that freaking difficult to score for an A!

i had a long chat with my lecturer just now...
she is a nice person...
Don't ever judge a book by its cover,
u would never know what is the content inside unless u flip into it!!!

i hv added her into my list of 'NICE PPLs THAT I HV EVER MET' :)

i survived through the wars this week....
but the wars is going to be continue on next week....

anyway, i feel a bit sick now...+.+
my temperature is on the rise!!!

i cAn fLy~~~~

HOORAY!!!

i hv completed csc assignment which i started doing it b4 CNY!
i poured in so much secret recipe & ingredients....(sweat+blood+$$+energy+brain+saliva....)
i'm soOo satisfied with it~~~...(though the outcome is not the best!)

finished the 1st simply means the 2nd is coming...
in fact, i took decades to complete the 1st one even it was the easiest assignment(according to the lecturer) compared to the coming....
p/s : i dun think it deserves the word 'easy' though!
i hv no idea how am i going to work on the 2nd & 3rd one.....(@.@)
...better stop using my wild imagination...
...i will definitely grow older!!!


i cAn fLy is not exactly i can fly!!!
gotta prepare for the coming 'wars'......
wish me luck!!!
BYE~~

~THE SECRET OF WIN IS TO BEGIN~

SUPER-BUSY-DAYS...

sorry for dissapear so long...

i was too busy to scribble anything

my life is unstable...*sigh**

a few things to update here...

1.) i hv another new hairstyle...changed it on the 6th day of CNY!

2.) most of my friends doubt that i am me! even my lecturer thought i'm a new student! Is my new look really shocking???
3.) i was tied with a whole bunch of works--clubs, assignmentssss, testsss, tutorialss, mid termsss, revisons & the list goes on....

4.) i'm sick due to the busy routine & sleep deprievation(i look exactly lk a malaysia panda)

5.) the coming weeks would be a real pain!---more works coming, my calander is 'full house'!

6.) my hope is.....i would hv d opportunity to say YES when somebody ask me 'r u still surviving? '...lol

~signing off**ciuh~~