YEAH!!!

its week 13!!!

2 more hectic weeks to go b4 final!

i feel that everything in this sem is pretty fast....

perhaps, is due to the 'fast-paced' life???....

its end of semester 2....& its April already!

follow by May, June...& that's call the MID of 2009!

i'm just wondering whether i move too fast till i ignore certain thing in between the whole process....

its just so fast that i couln'd recall back what i have been doing in this sem.....

may be i should slow down my steps to so called 'enjoy' life

...but is it possible?...it seems not!

i don't think i can sit there n relax when a whole bunch of tasks are pending & yelling at me!

anyway, commenting of my own life is not my main objective in this post.

the most important thing is first major informative presentation is over!

waiting for the 2nd one to come on next week.

btw, we got back our marks for all the micropresentation....its (>.<)

anyway....i gotta start preparing for this week's tasks...

STUFFSSS for this week:

-econs test

-acc tutorial

-moral assignment

-csc assignment

-csc tutorial

-csc h/w

-preparation for 2nd major presentation

living creature, JL, Mik Xin, & Chloe

after major presentation....

:):):):):)

i knew i still hv a whole bunch of pending tasks....

yet, i wasted my time crazying with friends today!!!

anyway, i'm very happy today....dunno that crazying could actually unwind myself!

it has been a long time that i never laugh out that loud!....lol

i'm quite relax right now coz my 'tense' has already released after the crazy laugh just now....

this was the third time we have been warned by the guard for being too loud!!

what a shame man!!! nevertheless, thats what friends are for....do crazy things, laugh like no tomorrow, & forget oneself from the tense life out there.:)
complain....warning.....who cares???

here are some pictures to entertain u all.....

INTI card 'queens'.....lol

5 crazy creatures on friday night!!!

.....thats all for now!

anyway, i was wearing pyjamas.....haha

hey people!! gotta switch back to normal!!

bad bad bad

yesterday i'm over-slept for 3 hours!!!...
as a result...i was absent for class.
i'm so bloody guitly about it...><
is not that i missed class to do something beneficial like study...
but i missed class bcoz of OVER-SLEPT!!!...what an unforgiveable mistake!
but this indicates that i'm really tired from top to the bottom....
this thing has never happen to me b4...!!!
i actually set alarm...but...sadly, i set the wrong time...(pm --> am)
anyway, i can't forgive myself....
i definitely won't take a nap b4 class next time!!!


today is advance enrolment!
there was a huge crowd of people in the reception area when i was there!
didn't get world religion coz is fulled!....
got US history 1 instead!
i'm so super sad about it!
but i haven't give up on world religion...will wait till next sem for the add/drop.
i'm not going to put my gred at risk!!!

today is accouting test 2...
i screwed it up!
i was taken aback actually...didn't expect the paper will be that hard!

*shift topic**
i'm in the midst of learning flow chart(csc)....
i really cannot catch up....since the first day of the lesson on flow chart!
oh my gosh!...& this friday is csc test & tutorial....FLOW CHART IS COMING OUT MAN!
oh my gosh...what to do??? (adrenaline is rushing...)

FaiTh~

i would like to thank my father, grandfather, great grandfather, great great grandfather.....
...for giving me the surname - 'Yim'.
i would really like to thank all my ancestors!

i was almost burst into tears infront of Ms.Freeman when she told us that this wednesday is our major presentation day!...tears were at the brinks of my eyes!
fortunately, only half of the number of students in our class will be presenting on wed...(alphabetical order)....
so i fall into the second group which will be presenting on next monday....
thats why i would like to express my gratitude to all my ancestors!!!

u dunno how thankful i am!
anyway...gotta continue my journey of marathon.....
everybody was struggling to complete csc assignment yesterday...to b precise, is today!
i slept at 2am today(actually in these few days also) bcoz of the assignment....
some of my friends even didn't sleep at all....!
u could imagine how terrible it was!
n i nearly late for class today...can't woke up due to the 'early' sleep!!!

advance enrollment is on this wednesday....
timetable is not important for me anymore...
whether i hv class on friday or not, i dun care!...(since i'm not going back that often)
my main concern is subjects!
i've decided wat subjects i'm going to take next sem after crashing my head that day....
the subjects that i'm going to handle would definitely put me into @@!...
but i have no choice....thats d only option i hv!
world religion & psycology....
2 killer subjects at once!...i'm not going to imagine how my life would be!
p/s : i'm an utterly dumbie when it comes to memorizing thingie! i need Math in order to survive!!!
thats why no matter what happens, i hv to stick to Statistic...at least gt something for me to think & count....not dumping all the facts in my brain which would only put it into DAMAGE!!!
i HATE enrollment!


*signing off**

累！

突然累了。。。

想停顿一切。。。

due to the 'high level' of my chinese...i'd better continue in english...

or else ur eyes would bleed continously!

yea...i'm tired...coarseness of my voice is still here...

it was really a major sickness!....4 days...i thought i'm infected with Germany measles!

current condition -- 85% recovered!

tired is not bcoz of my sickness,

is bcoz of other crazy stuff!

i slept in the morning(2 or 3am) for almost everyday,

i won't simply sacrifice my sleeping hours for anything,

but since i came to INTI, i have to keep away my so-called principle....

n lappie also overloaded with works....on for more than 12 hours per day!

i dunno when it will sabotage n break down again!...(happened b4)

isn't a sad case? :(

*finger-crossed**

i noticed many ppl wrote the same stuff on their blog...(after stalking ppl's blog)

they wrote about the crazy life here in INTI...(i thought i'm d only alien who feel that way)

anyway....the conclusion is = i'm normal!

but i'm both curious & admire those ppl who still can spend their time on other stuff(entertainment) despite the hectic routine!...~~so jealous!

i'm bloody 'FREE' next week.....

1 tutorial + 2 tests + 3 assignments + presentation.

i hope that i could use the word 'free' without inverted comma!

its impossible for me to go back in the weekend....

hv to stuck here at INTI till April (after final)....n perhaps, after the 5 days BTN...

talking abt the BTN...its so UNFAIR...
crazy n hectic life....ok la, dun wanna complain anymore

cannot go back home....ok la, dun wanna complain as well

thought that i can at least FREE for 2 weeks during the sem break b4 3rd zombie sem start...

but..to my surprise....we all hv to sacrifice a week holiday for the camp!!!!

*sigh**....no comment!

no use to comment also, is not within my control!

i think all of them feel the same way as me!

Have u seen zombie b4???

this is exactly the look of a zombie....

The zombie is still not well yet!...

no more burning temperature...

but still under the condition of serious flowing of mucus river....

My RAM in my brain was extremly slow today....

only 50% of the flowchart theory(csc class) got into my rocky brain...

& i screwed up the presentation today!!!...

although i was wearing the thick heavy sweater(made of UK)....

my brain was still so frozen & my heart was shaking vigorously like nobody's business...SHIT!!!

anyway, there's no use to cry over spilt milk!!!

i hv no appetite to eat....

this is the result when u can't taste anything that u put into ur mouth!

this is exacty what i'm going through now!

its really pity that u can't taste the deliciousness of foods!...

i lost my appetite even with my favorite EGG!

i'm not sure whether u all know that i'm an extreme egg lover,

whatever foods that hv egg with it, i would say it is perfect delicious even the food itself is suck!

nevertheless, i don't like hard-boil egg coz i heart the liquid yellowish egg yolk that slip inside my mouth before going into my stomach!...

YUMMY...i want EGG!!!

csc tutorial was postponed to next week...i thought that i'm going to give away the 3% if it is held in this week...

i was being told that the class that i skipped yesterday was canceled!

i suddenly felt that God still want to assist me in surviving throught all these zombie challenges....He doesn't allow me to give away the 3% nor skipping any lesson.

So, i'd better appreciate the opportunity given!!!

gtg now...still got a whole bunch of things to do!~~~

cOllApseD!!!

there's always the same outcome of over-used of energy!...疲劳过度！
yea....i'm collapsed!....to d bottom...but haven't reach the bottom of the bottom yet!
got fever last night....flu & sorethroat now....
i wasted 4 bulks on the breakfast....(vomited everything out afterwards!!wth)
i skipped class hoping to take some rest....
but the plan tak jadi coz i still have to study for moral test later.(despite in the zombie condition)
Today is the test, & i just started the revision today!
But at d end, i dunno what on earth i hv read about!
My memory is BLOCKED!!!
So, i went to have a good nice sleep after i took some medicine....
to my surprise, my ears also BLOCKED that i couldn't hear my alarm...
as a result, i was late for the test!!!
i'm nt going to tell hows the test!...i dun even know what i wrote...@@

currently searching my voice...
i lost it somewhere....
tying to not talk that much now...save for 'future' use, which is tomorrow...
PRESENTATION day!
tomorrow is the last micro-presentation before the 2 major presentation.
say bye to micro & welcome the macro!!!!...(not really want to welcome them actually!)

Oh dear voice,
pls come back to me....pls~~~!

exhausTEd....

Is INTER COLLEGE SKILLS CHALLENGE!!!
~a 3 days event!

Thanks God that i hv no class today...
if not, i dunno what will happen to me!!!
i dunno how many kilometers i walked today...
my feet is pain!...
& it started to spread up to my whole leg...arghh!!!

1.)when i was walking, i just fell & sat on the floor all of a sudden...couldn't feel my feet....just like i lost my legs!!! The feeling was terrible....
2.)when i was bathing, i was so tired that i didn't realized i used body shampoo to wash my hair....as a result, i have to take shower for 2 times!!!
3.) i didn't eat much today....just breakfast & a sandwich for lunch....i knew its not good....but i just couldn't help it...i felt hungry....but i hv no time to eat....i guess, my stomach is so tired that it stop complaining!
4.)next week is full of D-day, but i did nothing....sadly, i can't do anything this few days coz of this event...May God bless me next week.....

memories....

Is SPM result day....
to my students who score with flying colors....CONGRATULATIONS!!!
all the hard work has finally pay off...:):)

i realized that a mere achievement of a student is the biggest achievement of a teacher indeed!
i feel glad for them....
it is not a big achievement....
but for me, for them....an improvement is equivalent to achievement!

I broke a major record today...
ever since i own a handphone....
i have never receive more than 6 calls per day...
however, today....
i received almost 20++ calls....not including sms some more...
WOW...what a big achievement!

12th March 2008 - I felt the joy as a student...
12th March 2009 - I felt the joy as a teacher...

12th March 2008,
though is already a year from today....
but it is just like yesterday....
i could tell u exactly everything on that day...from what i saw, heard, said, & did....
it has been a part of my memories....

Once again....congratulations for all SPMers....
& Good Luck in all ur future undertakings!

complicated~~~

if u ask me how am i???
i might not have the answer for u...
i have no idea on how should i describe my feeling right now...

if u ask me hows my life???
*remain silent**
i dunno how to illustrate my life to u...

sometimes, i asked myself whether i'm ok?
i've tried very hard to come out with the answer 'yes!'...
i even convinced myself that everyone is just like me...
therefore, i shall not complain anything about my current life which is not alive.

i'm here not to complain...
in fact, i have even lost the 'courage' to complain...
i feel tired....is this what i have to go through in this coming 4 years???

i'm scared...terrified...worried....
that one day, i'll go spiralling down to the bottom...not able to get up again....

i didn't know what is stress before this....
but now, i could feel it truly from the bottom of my heart....
am i able to cope with all these unknown challenges?
i'm doubt...
doubt about my ability...
about my future......

hoMeeE

the feeling of back home is different...
dun ask me why, i'm not sure thou!
perhaps, it has been a long time that i never step on the ground of Tmn Sri Gombak...
i'm not sure what my feeling would be if i come back from US next time!!! :o

To me, home=foods....
my home now is the kingdom of foods....(only in the presence of me...so, dun go to my home in hope for foods if i'm not exist there!)
apparently, my mum will cooks & cooks & cooks &.....
consequently, i will eat & eat & eat &.....
i hv no other choices than 'sweeping' all the foods....after all, its all bcoz of me....my mum won't cooks if i'm not at home....so, to be precise; i'm the one who is 'responsible'......:):)
I'M GAINING WEIGHT!!!
some of them said i looked better in the 'fat look'....
anyway, i shall watch my weight starting from today....for the sake of my health...(is not good to b lk bandaraya & sweep whatever is edible into my rotten stomach)

i went back to my 'memory land' on friday.....
i'm surprised that everybody was shocked bcoz of my new look....
no one recognized me when i just sat there quietly....
i could only see the word 'unbelievable' throught their expression....
they just didn't believe that i am syen that they knew before....
''Is that u?''.....this is the question that i got from almost everyone!
is funny....what am i going to say?? yes? no?...haha
''Gt bf?''....another common question from them!
i just don't understand why they are so concern about this....??
is that nothing else to know more about an ex-student lk me?....
i dun mind when this question is posted to me....but i'm just wondering why..
is really funny that everybody is asking me the same kind of thing......& i dun think this is the right time for me to think about it....

there is still a long long path for me to explore & explode!!!

anyway...i'm happy to be here in 'memory land'...(thou is just for a while)
:):):):):):):):):):):):)

zOmbiE is here!!!

i'm doing some research on 'transgender'....
as a preparation for upcoming major presentation...
really hate research!!!
i spent the whole day sitting infront of my lappie like a nerd...
at the end, i just got some information.....:(:(
& i left the mountain of accounting tutorials behind.
i'm not a procastinator & i dun lk to accumulated works as i knew the effects pretty well.
but now, i'm suffering for the consquences.....
all this is not what i wanted....i accumulated the tutorials desperately as i hv to deal with the freaking exams...**slapping myself**
perhaps, this shall be my moral lesson & i would think twice the next time when i want to keep my works again.....

econs test, csc test, & csc tutorial done!!!
csc test...--*sigh**
i hv been studied like crazy....on thursday, i just slept for 2 hours++ out of 24 hours.
this was the 1st time i sacrificed my sleeping hours for exam...
i never do that b4 even for public examination!
yea....the month of March reminds me of the result of SPM examination...
both mine(2008) & my students(2009)...
hopefully they would score with flying colors....
i'm so worry as if i'm one of the candidates who is waiting for the result!

time passes by so fast that i didn't realize i'm heading towards the end of semester already....
6 more weeks to go......
i don't know that time is so precious b4 that...
i only realize it when i'm here dealing with hectic life & begging for extra time!

i think thats all for my bullshitting session~~~