Thinking

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I just realized that today is the last day of February, & last day of CNY too!
Another month has gone. *counting down months left*

In February, i jot down for almost every single thing in this blog.
19 blog posts in this month!..including the compressed 10 days of CNY updates in a few posts...it's definitely a higher record than last month! XD

i realized that i love to scribble a lot recently....
whatever that can be put into words....i will scribble it down.
Perhaps, scribbling has become my new hobby now. good eh?

Sometimes, i like to sit at a place where there's no one, listening to some soft musics/songs, enjoying the time being alone, & start to think abt everything that comes to my mind, particularly abt myself.
i will start thinking abt my past...& my present...the way i overcome myself, the manner i treat ppl, how ppl treat me, & those ppl who leave footprints in my heart.
But i tend to be moody whenever i utilize my brain to think a lot!
So i've concluded that thinking is good, but not too much for me!
....& i'm actually doing it right now.....wondering a lot abt myself.
i suddenly think that i'm stupid, i'm a coward!....for some sort of reasons.
yes i feel a little sadness....
i'm not sure if my way is right...not sure if my way will lead to greater happiness.
I'm just thinking...may be,.... i should be a little bit more selfish?
coz i feel like i'm losing myself....!
Everything is just so absolute! Life is just lk that....~AbsOlUte~
There's a lot of unexplainable things around...i wish i would be able to reveal the answer someday.....so that i will hv a measuring yardstick to guide myself in this absolute life!

Well, my eyes are so blurry now.....couldn't type any further.
Shall stop thinking & off to slumberland!
Good night world!
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The Star

Saturday February 27, 2010

Bankruptcy declared among college students

By Unknown Reporter

NILAI, Malaysia : 3 students of INTI-UC had a small gathering at the road side near 'Times', a grocery shop. It is believed the 3 students were having a small discussion about buying a DIGI prepaid card. However, they did not have enough cash for the purchase.

NG Lew Jin, 20, was having 5 1ringgit notes & 6 50sen coins in her purse, RM8 in total.

YIM Yong Syen, 20, was having RM6 in total.

CHONG Swee Cheng, 20, was believed to have the most cash in her wallet, RM16 in total.

Ng Lew Jin claimed that her 50sen coins are actually for laundry expenses on tomorrow.

Financial crisis warnings were issued on these 3 students.

After the attempt of 10minutes discussion & digging out of money from their purse respectively, they finally have enough cash for the purchase of a RM30 Prepaid card.

The purse which belongs to Lew Jin, left some useless cards instead of $$.

Yong Syen's pocket after she dug out the only RM6 in it.

Swee Cheng's purse was empty.

successfully came out with RM30...

for this!

They were declaring a 'state of bankruptcy', an evidence that financial damage was extensive.



*Roll on the floor & laugh uncontrollably*

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Now only i realized that i didn't blog abt what happened to me b4 going back home for CNY holiday. (besides those big-red rashes)
So here goes some photos......Steamboat Reunion Dinner & Valentines.

mouth-watering stEambOat!

^^

slrpPpp...

yamMm sIngGgg.......

yes u r right, steamboat in the room! XD


p/s: i felt something wrong in the midst of steamboat-ing, then i headed back to room b4 attending cultural night. Then.....oh no! i realized that those big blotches of rashes appearing on my body!...i was terrified. After that, i still went to cultural night by putting on a jacket!

chloe, leen, & me with the ill-look.
Those performances on that night were GREAT!
....not regretting of risking myself to attend it! XD

Valentines...~

cute sugar bear with 3 red roses

♥

-The End-

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残废

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My hands & legs are cacat now, & my back is in pain as well.....
i'm just like OKU! lOl~~
it's suffering when u r having muscle-ache lk me now!
i couldn't move vigorously, & the most important one, i couldn't laugh out loud! (This is terrible when u really want to LAUGH!)
All this is due to the 3 hours of swimming yterday! XD

gReAt!
Today is public holiday, a good day for me to stay in the room & rest well =)=)

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p/s: This post is highly contain of poisonous-whining-element. Pls bare with me or else click the 'x' button on top right of the screen!

i just wanna whine something here!
i HATE it when 8am class is canceled!
i had insomnia last night....
Today morning when my alarm rang, i felt so frustrated coz i felt lk i just fall asleep!
i felt so tired...& my 6th sense told me that today's class will be canceled.
But i forced myself to get my butt out of my bed....convincing myself that in fact, my so-called 6th sense arises due to my laziness!
Reluctantly, i woke up & get myself prepared for class(=.=) *yawn*
Walked all the way to academic block....sat down in class....& suddenly a guy came in & told us that the class is canceled! Everyone was lk argHhh!
Me, immediately stood up & walked out of the class & headed back to my room lk a bullet train.
*sigh* i should have just trust my 6th sense & continue my sleep!
i'm whining now coz i couldn't get back to sleep now....what shall i do besides whining?!
arGhH~~~~*frown-ing*
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i'm driving myself mad again...
i knew, it's ridiculous to feel sad abt it coz it's not so bad afterall...
yet, i'm still not satisfied with it!
there's 1 more to go...i've prepared that it will be worse than this!
perhaps, i push myself too hard?

Just now called mum after i got a message from dad.
I was being scolded badly after mum picked up my call....she kept on scolding me that i couldn't say a word to explain what is going on!
According to her, she called me for more than 10 times but i didn't pick up!
But i brought along my phone with me just now & it doesn't ring or show any miss call from her!
Then she tried again for few times....Still, couldn't get me on the phone!
*sigh* Tiba-tiba kena scold for no reason! Hopefully is not my phone's prob!

I miss my hair recently....miss my hair a lot!
I feel so regret after looking at those old photos of mine....realized that my hair was actually very LONG last time! =(=( *sob sob*
To the gurls out there.....Pls don't simply go & cut ur hair short esp if ur hair needs forever to grow long again!(just lk me)
Think twice & thrice b4 cutting it!
I feel damn regret now! ishHh~~~

Anyway, i'm addicted to a song recently.
Last time was an English song by Gareth Gates.
This time is a Chinese song by Claire,郭静.
Again, it's not a new song.
I've been listening to it continuously for few days!=)=)

心墙

一个人　眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面　那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝　因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天
Wooh～
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
**你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Day 10

现在是凌晨12点56分。。。

I'm freaking hungry!......feel that my stomach is rotating 360degree! (hyperbola)

*gRrr.....* *stomach growling*

I'd better off to sleep now!

Day 9

I'm back!
i mean back to campus after 1 whole week of rotting at home.
I'm becoming lk a PIG now!
Just now when i left my house, my little nephew cried....cried so badly that i felt lk crying too!
This is d consequences of staying at home for too long!
Can't imagine the scene when i'm leaving to the States few months later!....T.T

Well,......let's talk something abt yterday.
I wasted for an hour rolling on my bed yterday, to be precise, it's today's morning 12am-1am.
Stupid me decided to dive into slumberland right at 12am.....(forgetting that those firecrackers could be so NOISY!)
Just after i switched off the light & lay down on my bed....the noises of firecrackers approached my ears & shocked me for few times!
I didn't blame those ppl who were performing their traditional culture....i just blamed myself....for not getting on bed b4 12am or after 12am!
Alrite...stop those grandmother stories...where was i just now?...oh yea, i'm back. Everything is back to normal....i'm getting back on track as well.
We are informed that calculus quiz is on next friday...!
I guess this week would be the week for me to get back my tests paper for both BIO & CAL. *nervous-ing* Honestly, i feel that i didn't really do well in those tests!
Whatever it is.....i'm trying my best not to cry over spilt milk. =)
I'm now in the midst of sketching graphs (calculus).....*yawning*
Shall off now to continue those insane graph sketching! ta-ta! *waves*

...continue

Day 8
Hectic
Woke up early in the morning....spent abt half-an-hour to pack....& preparing to go back to college.
i thought of starting my journey earlier....but relatives came to my house.
So, i stayed back & joined the chit-chatting.
This year's CNY is rather sad=(=(, the gathering we had seems lk a farewell for me.
Well, back to the topic....
wanted to go back in the afternoon, but went to bai nian at last minute.
Then thought of going back afterwards.....but it was raining heavily & mum didn't allow me to travel back.
Went to another open house at night....i couldn't eat much for dunno-what-reason.
Came back & feel lk throwing up everything!...
*phewWw*.....what a day!

at my aunt's house....it looks NICE!

Day 8!
Last day before getting my butt back on my studies!

continue....

Day 7
Random
I spent the whole evening video-calling with someone.....together with my little nephew
After that, went to an open house near my housing area...then came back with a FULL stomach!
That's my day!
Btw, today is 人日。。。人人的生日！Happy Birthday! LOL~~~

Day 7!

~random~

tadaAa....the someone that i mentioned just now!

the new look of her

my retarded look....=.=

obviously, she did something funny...!

here comes my little nephew

he joined the video-called

thumbs-up for her new hairstyle!

ghost-look of us...

the little kid was curious abt how his face appeared on the screen..
that's why he kept on squeezing his face into different expression!

this is crazy! LOL

this leng lui over the line seems enjoying looking at the little kid

-0- >.<

hiAo-ing

the kid likey this!

it's time to say BYE!*waves*

4-year-old kid received a KISS from my fren!
*jealous me*


p/s: There's few more FUNNY print-screen, i dare not to upload them here coz if i do, i might not be able to walk out from INTI later, or even my room!
LAUGH OUT LOUD!

CNY update

Day 1
Nothing to do
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
May all of us have a great & prosperous year ahead!
Today is a boring day.....not much nice show on tv...just staying at home, doing BIO lab report, camwhoring with nephew, & helping mum in the kitchen.
Brother & sister are back today; so, mum did some cooking.
This was the 1st time for mum to cook on the 1st day of CNY!
Below are some random shoots of the day....

i don't really lk those CNY cookies lk anyone else....i'm weird!
i only lk few types of CNY cookies...FEW...i mean really FEW!
d above pic is one of the FEW!
-鸡丝卷-or whatever u called it
i finished the whole container of it within an hour!
damn FAT!...肥死我啦！！！

^^

*say cheeese*

^^


one of my fav vegetables!

i sapu for almost the whole plate of it!*yummy*

candid shoot of my brother....[as requested from sis coz she said brother is FAT!]
hAhA

dad was 'moping' the floor using cloth coz mum is pantang of using mop & broom on the 1st day of CNY...LOL
but i think it's still the same as using mop!

sis's pinkish sony cyber-shot! Loving it!
she has almost everything in pink....shirt, mobile, bag, wallet...etc.

me....busy exploring sis's pinkish mobile

the kid was also busy exploring the mobile after i did! lOl

little kid shooting pic of mine

me, sis, & nephew were playing this after dinner=)

Day 2
Steamboat + Gathering at my house
Day 2 has been a day for all my relatives to come over to my house for steamboat & gathering. As stated in my previous post, this would be the last CNY gathering at my house.
The next gathering would be in 2 years time, when i come back from the states.
This year's gathering is a bit disappointing...not may ppl came.
Unlike last year, my house was flooding of ppl.....with the 'sound pollution' of 9kids + 20adults! I was officially DEAD after everyone was gone!....SUPER BUSY & TIRED!
This year, 2010, only 15 ppl came....no 'sound pollution', no shouting...!
i didn't snap much pic, was busy helping mum for preparation....
Here goes some shoots...

fooOodsSs~~there's a lot more in the fridge!=)=)

me & mummy

3 of us~~

4-year-old kid with alcoholic drink!

little cousin brother...enjoying shooting pic~

eat eat eat!

typical expression of my little nephew^^

gHaArR~~
May all of us roar lk a tiger!

Day 3
拜年
Today, i went to visit 姑妈's house at Puchong.
We had dinner there, & some chit-chatting too!
i gained some useful information abt the States from my cousin brother.
one of my cousin brothers is staying over there now; & my another younger cousin brother stayed there for abt 6 years.
He has kinda lots of experience abt the States.
i gained some insight after listening to his experience-talk=)
姑妈 also gave me some advices......i appreciate it!
i didn't bring my camera along due to an unhappy incident...little nephew nearly dropped my CANON on the floor!....
i scolded him badly, my heartbeat stopped for 3 seconds at that moment!
i think i hv the tendency of killing the little kid if it really drops on the floor!!!
Thank God for saving it!.....of course, there's a little scratch at the side of it =( *heart-pain*
So, here are some photos of our pre-visiting.....

spent hoursss to guide him in his homework...
but my own homework still left there untouchable!

overjoyed after his whole loads of hw is done

Day 4
Boring day
CNY mood is fading away....
Went to Jusco for a walk.....i drove there.
Had another heart-strike while driving!...
The car is dead out of a sudden at the road junction...it's ROAD JUNCTION!...i was so panic, adrenaline was rushing, luckily everything is fine afterwards. *sigh*....i'm not gonna drive this 'ancient' car anymore!!( x_x)
I was frightened for 2 consecutive days....1st the camera, & now comes the car....i need some pills to calm myself down!
After Jusco outing, mum bought 'yu sang'.
Both of us finished all of it...oh ya, i ate 4 half-boiled eggs today! *drooling*
HAHA.....call me EXTREME EGG LOVER!
.....then, spent my night on Calculus, dy dx dy dx dy dx dy dx dy dx.........
That's my day 4 of CNY!

Snapshots of the day!...........

random camwhoring

mum spotted this jeans!
we like it!
mum wanted to buy it for me...
But i don't want coz the price is >.<
shall wait for sales on April.

'yu sang'....dinner of today

Day 5
Normal
A day lk any normal day.....
No more CNY atmosphere....
Did some calculus in the morning, helped mum to cook in the evening, & wasted some time doing nothing at night.

Day 5!

this time....dad is using mop instead of cloth! LOL

sis was busy blue-tooth-ing using my mobile

me & little kid

Day 6
Horror
When i say horror.....it's nothing other than my Mr. Calculus!
Dated Mr. Calculus for the whole afternoon....& still haven't done yet! MOre to go!
In the morning, went to JPJ to renew my license.
Yterday suddenly i realized that my driving license is expiring soon.
Time fliessss.....2 years gone.....i'm going to say bye to my Probationary(P) Driving License! yAy!
However.....i didn't get to renew my license today coz the server of the whole office of JPJ was DOWN.....the place was flooding of human!
So, i made a wise decision......i left the place instead of waiting! hA!
I could only renew my license on May, which is after final.
That means i'm not allowed to drive from now onwards till MAY!
Anyway, it doesn't affect me much.....so i'm okay with it! =)=)

Mr. Calculus

*sigh*

BYE to P License! [spot my nerd look!]

p/s: everyone is complaining abt the HOT weather....it's really damn HOT recently!...perhaps, d earth is protesting against human's selfishness of exploiting the mother nature...d adverse effect is coming back to us now! HUMAN, pls sedarkan diri!....& we shall use water sparingly so that sufficient water is available incase the hot spell is prolonged!