还记得

words can't describe how i feel when i see this picture
His 1st day of school, with new uniforms :)

还记得7年前
15岁的我当上了阿姨
还记得
我第一次抱着只有1星期大的他
抱着像只小猫咪的他
当时我真的很害怕

从那天起
我当上了“保姆”
看着他慢慢地一天比一天大
他，不知不觉的已经成为我生命中的一部分
我开始慢慢习惯家里多了这位小成员

还记得有一天
我放学回到家
妈妈告诉我说他已经被父母亲接走了
暂时不会住在我家
当时的我
偷偷哭了几个小时，几乎快要疯掉了
后来才发现原来妈妈只是和我开玩笑

从喂奶，换尿片，到教他读书识字
这些都是我15岁后，生活中的一部分

还记得
他学会的第一句话是 Apple :)

还记得
他喜欢学我
学我去上课
学我做功课
学我读书
喜欢叫我和他一起玩 老师-学生 的游戏

还记得
有几次我打骂他
可是我自己却哭了

有时候他真的很惹人厌
气得我蹦蹦跳
可是有时候的他
很可爱，很讨人欢心

他，就是那么纯真的小孩

7年已过去了
他已经不是以前那个什么都不懂的小婴儿
现在的他
开始踏入了他人生的另一个阶段

我离开家里都已经有一段时间了
短短的一年半里
他真的长大了很多

突然有种莫名的感触

一方面是。。觉得自己老了
另一方面。。是真的想念他了 :)

skypy

So there goes my SECOND skype session with family
yEs it was the SECOND-one ever since i left home..about a year & a half ago
The kids were obviously....overjoyed
hahAha

严永贤
你真的很无聊
明知道会这样
可是你。。。
你的性格 几时才要改？!

告别

再过几天
就要告别２０１１这一年了

这深刻的一年
我应该永远也无法忘记

因为在这短短的一年里
发生了太多预想不到的事情
有好的　那当然也有坏的

也许　２０１１年
是我人生中最精彩的一年
那些一连串的事情　
就好像刚发生似的　
就像是前几天的事　

转眼间
跌跌撞撞
又过了一年

告别2011,邂逅2012

跨年．．你准备好了吗？

x'mas

两天了
像团烂泥的我
也应该开始从新出发
在这个假期里做些有意义的事情

今天是圣诞节
但不是白色圣诞

昨晚上的平安夜
还蛮多感触的

再过多几天
2011年的一切
就会变成过去
时间过得真快



我家出现了圣诞老人 :)


你，有许愿吗？



很庆幸，我过了一个很温馨的平安夜 :)

真的很感激他们的晚餐
i'm grateful that i'd been invited
i'm grateful for the dinner full of laughter
i'm grateful that Eng spent so much time to set up such a wonderful dinner
i'm grateful that Bill was my driver of the day, fetched me around the town to look at many awesome X'mas decorations which i would not have seen otherwise
May God bless the Braun family :)


♪ღ♪*•.¸¸¸.•*¨¨*•.¸¸¸.•*•♪ღ♪¸.•*¨¨*•.¸¸¸.•*•♪ღ♪•*
在这里祝大家圣诞节快乐
你的圣诞节，过得怎么样了呢？
♪ღ♪*•.¸¸¸.•*¨¨*•.¸¸¸.•*•♪ღ♪¸.•*¨¨*•.¸¸¸.•*•♪ღ♪•*

突破

可能别人都会觉得这很普通
可是对我而言，这是个突破

虽然不是面对面，但。。。
这是第一次，两个人可以一起闲聊
21年来，这是第一次
不是早就应该这样吗？

虽然聊着很多可笑的过去
可是同时。。
却感觉到酸溜溜的鼻头
热腾腾的眼泪快夺眶而出
但。。。
很喜欢这样的感觉
有点奇怪，却很美妙

今天才知道
原来我，不是我想象中的那么多余
原来我，占据了你们回忆的一部分
原来我，也有精彩的过去

motivation running low...

warming up

Anyone up for a walk out there?
c'mon! it's 9degree celcius at
NIGHT
on a random day in mid of
DECEMBER!
There have been accusations that the whole claim of global warming is fabricated & exaggerated to freak people out.
What do u think?!
Although it's weird that we don't have snow yet at this time of the year, but i still prefer this way, with this kind of mild temperature in winter!
Madison without snow is just awesome! :)
*Hopefully the length of winter doesn't get extended till June & eat up our wonderful summer time* XD
*touchwood*

KEEP it UP!

way more productive than i thought!!!!
muAhaHahhaaa

WHAT!?

i REALLY HATE it when my plan is spoilt for some unforseen cicumstances!!!
i freaking WANNA start working on the essays today BUT the questions are still not uploaded yet!!!
i expected myself to be very productive TODAY & hence, can at least get ONE or TWO essays done so that i can focus on other things in the next few days!
HOW am i gonna do so many things in such a short time over the weekend!?!?

YES i am very IMPATIENT right now!
i don't hv TIME to be PATIENT!
FASTER upload the QUESTIONSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
arGhghghhhHHhh!!!

get set, ready, GO!

I'm ready to GO!!!
just handed-in a not-well-written-10pages paper today
3 final-exams preparation + 9 freakin essays to write on over my wonderful weekend!
This is the consequences of having 3papers laying close to each other, & not forgetting there's another hOly-cumulative-ECON final after those 3!
Well, i gotta be really productive from this second onwards.
...gonna start my engine right after my presentation tmr

Things left for this semester:
4 final exams
+
presentation tmr
+
those pieces of essays
+
1 more 10pages paper to touch-up
+
PREPARATION! PREPARATION! PREPARATION!


I will survive, for sure.
...
Best of luck, everyone!

=)

the kung-fu kids!

too bad that i missed out d opportunity to be there :(

look at those cuties with their graduation-hats! ^^


yeA it's my little nephew's kindergarten's graduation-ceremony
i'm still not happy that i did not have the chance to be with him during his 1st year of pre-schooling, see him with his uniform on, guide him when he's having troubles with his hw, listen to him singing & speaking on the stage, lend him my ears about his storiesSs at school, & share his joy of having many first-experiences....
Now that he's done with kindergarten, & moving forward to primary education in a month time.....again, i'm not happy for the fact that i won't be with him during his 1st day of school, & even for the entire year+ :(

Anyway, conclusion of the day is that, kid grows real fast!...he's so different from how i remember him to be....i'm looking forward, really looking forward to see him, who is gonna be in primary2 in 2013 :)


well, i don't have any picture with my graduation-hat on...but i have this, a picture of me dressing-up for graduation performance =)

& this!....
*it proves that i do have some surpressed-athletic-genes*

nAh my noobie look when i was 5 *LMAO*

spOt me! *hint:far end*

十二月的第一天
2011年的最后一个月
一口气发疯似的去了3趟grocery shopping
买了很多喜欢的食物
打算亲自下厨为自己煮些好吃的
我忘了上一次认真的下厨是几时的事了
因该是一两个月左右吧
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就快要下雪了
有点期待，期待着冬天结束的到来
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认真的放慢脚步 思考了很多
才惊觉其实我应该反省一下
终于决定 也准备好了
是时候改掉我的缺点
改掉已经习惯的习惯
为自己而改变
为生活而努力
:)