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18.看穿但不說穿。很多事情，只要自己心裡有數就好了，沒必要說出來。

19.高興，就笑，讓大家都知道。悲傷，就假裝什麼也沒發生。

20.在不違背原則的情況下，對別人要寬容，能幫就幫, 千萬不要把人逼絕了，給人留條後路。

21.快樂最重要，誰人、何物、何事使你快樂，你就同他們在一起。何物讓你不快樂，你就離開他。沒有條件，創造條件也要離開他。

22.不要老在別人面前傾訴你的困境袒露你的脆弱

cooking mama?

it's been a long while since i last spent some time in the kitchen & cooked a proper meal
so there's this sudden craving to cook in these few days
i headed to market right after i was done with the 1st exam of my GEO class...to my disappoinment, i couldn't find the ingredients that i needed to prepare a hearty meal =(
i ended up buying some different ingredients to cook something else....the 'hunger' to cook is partially satisfied at least for now =)

remembrance

The deep scar on my left leg reminds me of the pet i had 6 years ago.

it's a white bunny with red eyes.

i had it with me for about 7 years
i can still picture the image vividly...
The day it lay by my side before it breathe it's last breath...i told myself that i would never ever keep any pet again for the rest of my life
It was a gloomy morning before i headed to school
The pain of losing something i have had for 7years is unbearable...the pain strikes me deep into my heart...tears kept flowing down my cheek, i watched my mum dig a hole in front of my house, i saw her tears, i cried so badly when she took my bunny away & buried it.....
i headed to school, with my red swollen eyes, i was not able to talk when people asked me what's wrong, i was not able to eat & sleep well for quite a long time....

Today, i still like pets, i am so drawn to cute little things
i have always wanted to have another pet....bunny puppy or anything else...But i keep telling myself NO, coz the pain of losing it one day is something not fun to be experienced again
i miss my little bunny...the one & only pet i have had in my life.

Kampong Malaysia

A crazy-long day!
Here goes the 1st day of MidWest Game!
Madison is so alive with lots of Malaysian students...perhaps more than a thousand?!
So Mad-town is currently d awesome 'Kampong Malaysia' =)
Well, 2 more days to go....& then i'll be dead coz my 1st exam is coming up on tue!!!!
*scream*

Change?

"Change your thought & you can change the world"

This is what my fortune cookie says today.
A very simple yet deep sentence.
I found this rather interesting...what does it mean actually?
i do believe that when u change your point of view, u'll be able to see the world differently, & deal with awaiting challenges in a better way.
Your thought counts, at least for yourself, & it will definitely do you a whole world of good!

Well, seriously, i am crapping here.
It's the 2nd day of my summer classes...
Global Physical Environment - my 1st summer course
So far, what i've been learning is pretty interesting
at least now i know why we have seasonal change in different places on earth! XD
....also, i know what are some common mistakes that people make about the assumptions of the earth.

4weeks of classes covering 4months of syllabus
kinda intensive....i gotta do well in this course!
before i end this course, i'm gonna start another super intensive summer course which is the hOly ESL118.
God Bless mia!
blurry me just realized that i'll have overlapping & time conflict for both of these courses...for a week time.....& that's the week I'll have 2 exams for my Geo class & i hv no idea how am i going to survive that freaking week in June!
i have a tentative plan for now, hopefully it works well & again, God Bless mia!

Summer class

My 1st summer class starts on tomorrow
A week of summer break is definitely not enough to compensate myself =(
i am not prepared yet *sigh*

Conclusion

So this is a concluding post.
My 2nd semester has officially ended.
Perhaps it was the busiest semester i had.
i found out that i lose 3kgs..not sure if it's a good or bad thing?
Still remember last time when i was in INTI, 2nd semester was my busiest semester too...& the rest of the semesters were not too bad.
Hopefully it would be the same over here.
To be honest, i think i didn't really perform well in this semester due to many reasons....but the main cause is of course myself, i admit that.
As compared to other semesters that i had since INTI time, this is the worst semester i have had....worst in terms of my performance=(
i am not trying to be perfectionist, & i am not expecting too much as well...bcoz i believe i can really do better than this if i were to push myself a little bit harder & further
i am indeed regret
Yterday i saw someone wearing a shirt with some words on it:
"Success is the gradual result of striving to be better"
i agree....this is so true!

Well, let bygones be bygones
looks like i gotta put more effort from now onwards

joy

it's not really a big deal....

but i am proud of him..
yea i am so proud of my little nephew!
i wish i could be there with him, jumping for joy
My dear nephew, keep it up! =)

...

It's rather disappointing....
but i gotta accept it, & be grateful that it is not the worst one....
it's my own fault afterall....
Tomorrow is gonna be better.

Science Olympiad

UW-Madison is the host of National Science Olympiad Competition 2011.
It's a National tournament for middle-school & high-school students.
Their theme is -New Horizons of Discovery-
There are approximately 3000 kids from all other 50 states arrive on our campus.
As a student in UW-Madison, I am actually kinda proud to see so many people from so many different places coming here.
As a student employee, I am glad to hear how the visitors like our UW environment.

They are flooding the Union South.....it was the 1st time i worked as cashier for 3-continuos-hours without having even a second to rest & take a breathe!
Although it's tiring...but i actually enjoyed it very much.
The customers keep me busy all the time...& i like to see them smiling back at me.

I have another 5 hours shift tommorow at a different workplace....i guess it would be even more busier than today!
I am looking forward to it.....=)

Dandelion

he loves me; he loves me not.....
Folklore says that if u can blow all the seeds off with one blow, then u r loved with a passionate love.
Folklore also says that blowing the seeds off a dandelion can carry thoughts & dreams to ur loved one.
There're lots of folklores related to dandelion.
i don't know how true are they....afterall, they're folklores, believe it or not, it's up to u.

personally, i think dandelion globe is a very romantic, & special flower
don't ask me why....idk
=)=)=)


Well, it's 520 today
i see lots of wishes on fb...=)
Happy 520 to not only couples, but everyone who is loved & loves!

gotong-royong

Summer cleaning is done....my whole apartment is clean & clear!
Again, i am always satisfied to see my clean room & house....the feeling is just so great & undesribable!! =D
i've thrown away many useless stuff that i had been keeping....& i've 'thrown' my winter jackets & winter boots into my big luggage bag.
i realized that the amount of clothes that i have is increasing over time....& i need to clean up one more drawer to accomodate them.
it's hard to imagine how much stuff i'll have by the time i graduate in 2013!

ur weapon

If u were to ask me what's the most powerful weapon in the world?....i wouldn't say neither rail gun nor nuclear bomb; i would say words.
Words....are the strongest weapon that u & i have.
They easily hurt people's feelings, as well as touch people's heart.
Spiteful words break your heart; magical words bring u tears.

It's pathetic that someone whom i had negative feelings to, ended up to be the one who stands on my side & gives full support to me.
That few simple lines of words....make my cheek wet with flowing tears.

Life is strange...it's so strange.

但。。

虽然说不介意
但。。。还是很在乎

虽然说是在预料之内
但。。。还是很失望

Spring-ing

The loing-awaited Spring is finally here!
But we have started our summer break already.

loving the blue sky~


i can see tulips everywhere

& some very nice flowers....




It's almost 8pm...but it looks like 6pm
rainbow makes me smile =)

Frapruccino....=P



flowers blossom...
baby leaves start growing....
everyday's gonna be a good day=D

little updates

oH yea i officially announce that i'm done with Spring 2011!
My summer break has just started.
I was sick for a couple of days.
But i'm fully recovered now.
I was pretty busy after i'm done with my finals...even busier than the time i'm preparing for it...with so much to-do-stuff on my checklist!
i'm smart enough to allow myself oFf from work for few days to organize d unorganized me!...with lots of stuff to be done on these few OFF days.
...gotta start working in this week & start taking summer courses from nest week onwards.
So i'm fully occupied with work & summer courses throughout the summer....gonna be productive while enjoying the supposed-to-be-nice weather out there.
Uploaded few photos here...will update very soon.

edited photos as gift for Mother's Day & Birthday
i am such a mean daughter! >.<

another sem of memorable english class...

my bEst co-worker!
she is the one who keeps me entertained on my shift =)

crazy shopping & i ended up with 'broken' debit card!

my 'product'....err i mean his new hair-cut. lol

just for fUn...

Sickening

So this is the 1st time I fall sick ever since I came to the States.
changing weather + tight schedule = An awesome combination to get myself drown in viruses attack!
It's totally a bad idea to get sick in the midst of finals.
Few more hours to go before i officially declare the end of my Spring semester.
I shall bear with it......just for a little while.
...
..
.

乱。

一個人的世界，很安靜

安靜的可以聽到自己的呼吸聲和心跳聲

闭上眼睛，回想起很多很多的曾经

那么熟悉，也那么寂寞

此刻的心情很混乱。。。很复杂

。。。无法形容

我到底在想什么？

我到底要些什么？


小時候，希望自己快點長大
長大了，卻發現遺失了童年

很多事物，沒有得到時總覺得美好
得到之後才開始明白。。。

~原来我們得到的同時也是在失去~

soon....

*nerd-mode activated*
*finals on the GO*

gOod lUck world!

*sniff sniff*
*the smell of freedom*
*summer break is here!*

unplanned planner?

a student....with 2 planners

can't wait to get everything done!
but there's a big battle awaiting

i feel so unprepared...when i look at my schedule
*siGh*
anyway,
i gotta believe that i can do it!