今天心情特别差。。。
没有人能了解我
就连我自己也不了解我自己
我到底怎么了?
我。。。
不想说话
不想解释
不想强颜欢笑
不想做我该做的事
很想发泄
很想骂人
很想大声喊
很想痛哭一场
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Weekly snapshots
Friday, September 24, 2010
Spooky wind
It's not something nice & pleasant to be shared to everyone...but i just feel like talking abt it.
This week has not been a really good week for me....adrenaline was rushing for few times bcoz of different incidents.
...& hence i'm like an idiot now....my rate of reflex action is getting slow, my common sense is becoming uncommon, & my response for everything is also becoming slower.
hahaha.....that's a bit exageratting actually....but i do feel that i'm dumb-er than before!
Not to mention everything, today's incident is enough to scare the beans out of me!
I was rushing to my next class right after i was done with the previous class.
When i came out from the building, i started to run towards my next classroom.
Out of a sudden, the strong wind blew....when i said strong, i mean really STRONG.
The next thing i knew is i was on the floor!
'Technically', the wind was strong enough to make my right leg hit my left leg while i was running & push me down onto the floor. Isn't it complicated?
This is hilarious. I don't know how this thing can happen....but it just happened.
The force of the wind is comparable to the force of a person used to push someone down.
I'm kind of afraid of the wind now.....
Is there a possibility that i'm being blown away by the wind on one fine day & end up at another part of the globe?!
This week has not been a really good week for me....adrenaline was rushing for few times bcoz of different incidents.
...& hence i'm like an idiot now....my rate of reflex action is getting slow, my common sense is becoming uncommon, & my response for everything is also becoming slower.
hahaha.....that's a bit exageratting actually....but i do feel that i'm dumb-er than before!
Not to mention everything, today's incident is enough to scare the beans out of me!
I was rushing to my next class right after i was done with the previous class.
When i came out from the building, i started to run towards my next classroom.
Out of a sudden, the strong wind blew....when i said strong, i mean really STRONG.
The next thing i knew is i was on the floor!
'Technically', the wind was strong enough to make my right leg hit my left leg while i was running & push me down onto the floor. Isn't it complicated?
This is hilarious. I don't know how this thing can happen....but it just happened.
The force of the wind is comparable to the force of a person used to push someone down.
I'm kind of afraid of the wind now.....
Is there a possibility that i'm being blown away by the wind on one fine day & end up at another part of the globe?!
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Improvement
"I want to see improvement in you, not a little bit of improvement, but a HUGE improvement!"
Language has never been my cup of tea.
So i thought that i am more to Math type of person...but it's proven that i'm wrong when i was taking calculus back in INTI last time.
Not language type...& not math type!? So what am i?!
The above statement seems to be nothing....but it is so stressful coz it keeps lingering in my mind.
I was optimistic about my condition......i do hope i'll gain something at d end of this semester.
When classes started on the 1st week....i knew i was right, to think positively....& i knew i was right for making that decision.
I thought i could go slow & steady....wihout having so much tension in that class.
But today, i realize that i'm wrong....coz i need to improve, or else i'll be wasting my time gaining nothing at the end!
i do agree that language is something that u must grab it, or else u'll lose it.
i told myself that i gotta push myself harder & put extra effort than anyone else....coz i am not born to be neither language nor math genius.
I am not confident enough...'I think i can do it' was my answer when that statement poped out to me.
'You can definitely improve unless u don't want to!'
......i was speechless, perhaps, it's true...
Language has never been my cup of tea.
So i thought that i am more to Math type of person...but it's proven that i'm wrong when i was taking calculus back in INTI last time.
Not language type...& not math type!? So what am i?!
The above statement seems to be nothing....but it is so stressful coz it keeps lingering in my mind.
I was optimistic about my condition......i do hope i'll gain something at d end of this semester.
When classes started on the 1st week....i knew i was right, to think positively....& i knew i was right for making that decision.
I thought i could go slow & steady....wihout having so much tension in that class.
But today, i realize that i'm wrong....coz i need to improve, or else i'll be wasting my time gaining nothing at the end!
i do agree that language is something that u must grab it, or else u'll lose it.
i told myself that i gotta push myself harder & put extra effort than anyone else....coz i am not born to be neither language nor math genius.
I am not confident enough...'I think i can do it' was my answer when that statement poped out to me.
'You can definitely improve unless u don't want to!'
......i was speechless, perhaps, it's true...
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Hay Ride
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