Life is strange,
u won't know what is going to happen in the next second.
。。。why u hv d opportunity of meeting lousy ppl who just come to screw up ur life.
。。。why u sometimes hv a kind of weird feeling when being with someone.
。。。why u just couldn't tell ur frens that u r sad, & need their support...instead, keeping the emo-ness with u alone.
。。。why ppl can hv this & hv that, but u hv nothing else besides troubles.
。。。 if u accidentally said something, & it hurts others so badly.
。。。if u are over-sensitive sometimes, which makes ppl feel that u r irritating.
u just won't know a lot of things....
This is life.

i believe everything happens for a reason, a hidden reason....
i'm trying not to complain that much.....
not to blame others for whatever unpleasant things that happen on me....
not to compare myself with others.....
not to waste time on something not worth for my time.....
not to be selfish, not to be proud, & not to get angry easily.

i'm trying hard...
i'm learning...
i shall not move too fast in life....
i shall slow down my steps to enjoy every tiny little things that are happening around.
Sometimes, when i look at ppl, i see myself.
when i look at them, i learn something.
Sometimes, i realized that actually i'm hurting others....bcoz i've been hurt in that way too.
i'm trying to change.....to a better person.

Sometimes, i wondered what if i disappear from this world forever?....what if i open up eyes in the next morning & found out that i'm just a flying spirit next my body?....will i feel regret of anything?....will ppl feel happy or sad bcoz of my absence?....
That's why....
I'm appreciating my life right now,
I cherish every moment that i'm spending.
I feel that i am very lucky.

Reminder to myself, & to all my friends:
If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow。
忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。
凡事不需要如此斤斤计较。。。因为到了最后，自己才是真正的受害者
珍惜才会拥有，感恩才能天长地久。

To everyone of u who knows me, I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart.

I AM SORRY
...& THANK YOU
for everything that u did for me.

i'm sorry mum, i feel so bad after ur several attempt of asking me back to home. Pls forgive me & dun worry. i will be back soon.