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Everyone is asking me the same question..
in fact, i don't hv an exact answer for it...
When ppl asked me that...i just smiled & shrugged my shoulder...
coz it is my inquiry as well...an unanswerable inquiry!
i don't know what is awaiting me right in front of the road that i've chosen...
i admit, sometimes, i do feel a bit lost.
a trip back to the place where i once belong to turns out to be an unexpected one....with unexpected mix feeling that came along....it makes those memories of mine bcome so vivid as if they were here few days ago....just few days.....
i stood there & wondered....will everything be the same when i'm here again after my long journey?....will the ppl here still treat me as how they treat me now?........i actually knew the answer...
i always couldn't control myself whenever i go back into my memories...
i always go back into the past, & stand there for nothing instead of moving on.
i don't like myself for being so uncontrollable....being so helpless.
how am i going to move on when my soul is still stuck in the past?
how am i going to move when i keep looking at that past?
HOW?!
...............................................................................
in fact, i don't hv an exact answer for it...
When ppl asked me that...i just smiled & shrugged my shoulder...
coz it is my inquiry as well...an unanswerable inquiry!
i don't know what is awaiting me right in front of the road that i've chosen...
i admit, sometimes, i do feel a bit lost.
a trip back to the place where i once belong to turns out to be an unexpected one....with unexpected mix feeling that came along....it makes those memories of mine bcome so vivid as if they were here few days ago....just few days.....
i stood there & wondered....will everything be the same when i'm here again after my long journey?....will the ppl here still treat me as how they treat me now?........i actually knew the answer...
i always couldn't control myself whenever i go back into my memories...
i always go back into the past, & stand there for nothing instead of moving on.
i don't like myself for being so uncontrollable....being so helpless.
how am i going to move on when my soul is still stuck in the past?
how am i going to move when i keep looking at that past?
HOW?!
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