June is gone

So today is the last day of June....the last 1hour indeed.
i will be spending my next June in a place far far away from here....i'm actually wondering what will i be doing at that time!?
Anyway, i'm kinda moody these few days.
But i'm getting better after listening to a new song from S.H.E.....u are probably listening to it right now=)
This song makes my day.....feel so relax listening to it!
oh yea, something scary+funny incident happened to me just now.
just wanna share it out here since i got nothing else to write.
i just finished reading sth abt crime b4 i heard some sounds from downstairs.
i heard the sound of someone opening the front gate gently....i was alone in my room at upstairs.
a sudden rushing of adrenaline freaked myself out!
i locked the door, switched off the fan, paused the music playing from lappie, peeped at the window, was hoping dad's car is there but to my disappointment,....it's empty!...then i leaned onto the door, & listened carefully to the sound i heard.
As i said, i just finished reading something about crime!
[what a coincidence!]
i waited for a long time.....hoping that it was dad at downstairs. Then i called, & the next thing i know is i heard the familiar ringtone from the living room. =.=''
gOsh!....my heart-beat skipped few jumps i think!....
i rushed to downstairs & asked dad wth he opened the gate so gently, then he answered ''bcoz gentleman like me is supposed to open the gate softly''!!![i know u r supposed to be gentle but it freaks me out!] ''Then why were u at downstairs for so long instead of coming up to bath?'' ''bcoz i was thinking whether i should bath''!!!
=.='''''' if u were me, what would ur response be???
never in my life i feel so speechless! i was stunned for few seconds after listening to his good answers!
So now at least u get some idea about what kind of dad i have! Luckily i don't hv heart-attack!

It's a 'good' ending in the month of June though. Say BYE to June & HAI to July!

Insight

so i've gotten my VISA to the United States of America
somehow, i feel weird for no-reason(@.@)

reddish+orangeish sunset indicates d ending of a good day

Beauty after a heavy pouring from the sky
~Beauty doesn't last forever~
i only managed to snap 2 pics of it b4 it was gone
i don't remember when was the last time i saw a rainbow..
Few years back perhaps?
In fact, there's always a rainbow after the rain.
Sometimes, we couldn't see it for some sort of reason.
Just as our lives,
all the storm in our lives may seem unbearable at times, but after that storm is a beautiful rainbow again. But sometimes we couldn't see the beautiful rainbow coz we are too obsessive over something....or it could be due to our ignorance.
God doesn't promises us to have a good life on earth, but he gave assurance that the rainbow always comes after the rain.
He sent us evil so that we will appreciate the good,
He sent us illness so that we can take better care of ourselves,
He sent us failure so that we are stronger to confront with other obstacles which eventually lead u to success.
He knew that we don't have time to be grateful & thank Him when we are happy, that explains why there's crying times after laughter & cheers.
In fact, He is making all of us to be good fighters, coz the more we cry, the more we are hurt, the stronger we bcome.
i still remember i ever read a meaningful quote from somewhere,
it goes something like this:
''Sometimes God takes everything away from us,
it's not bcoz He is unfair to us.
When ur life goes wrong, don't waste ur time looking back at what u've lost for the road of life was never meant to be traveled backward, just keep the faith & move on.''
i found this very true.
So, i hv been reminding myself that whatever happens,
He always gives a Rainbow After The Rain!

Meaningful article

I found an article....it is really amazingly true....
Every sentence makes me ponder for at least, few seconds.
eNjOy d article

有时候，
莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆

　　
有时候，
突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。­
　　
有时候，
发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。­
　　
有时候，
感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。­
　　
有时候，
突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。­
　　
有时候，
别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。­
　　
有时候，
希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。
　　
有时候，
想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。­
　　
有时候，
突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。­
　　
有时候，
夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。­
　　
有时候，
走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。
　　
有时候，
明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。­
　　
有时候，
觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
　　
真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。­
　　
有时候，
很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。­­
　　
有时候，
突然找不到自己，把自己丢的­无影无踪。
　　
有时候，
心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。­
　　
有时候，
看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。­
　　
有时候，
发现自己一夜之间长大了。­
　　
有时候，
听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。­
　　
有时候，
希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。­
可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。
　　
有时候，
别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。­
　　
有时候，
被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。
　　
有时候，
常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。­
　　
有时候，
很容易感动别人的关怀，­有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
　　
有时候，
看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。­
　　
其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。　　

跟朋友装沉默，跟陌生人讲心里话。
对于在乎你的，不想让他们担心，有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。
其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。
　　
　　
丢了的自己，要记得捡回来……

What do u think? Is it applicable to u?

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All great movies come with valuable moral lessons.
So 'Toy Story 3' is a great movie...a funny, interesting, & touching show.....most importantly, it taught me something.

Forget about the story, coz i wanna talk abt something else.
Blogger has been a good 'trashing' place for me whenever something happens to me.

Never ever in my life i felt this way b4....
i'm no longer the one who just listens....
i need reason....just a reason....that's all i need....!
Why the heck am i always the one!?
the words strike me hard....it was lk tearing my heart apart...
i can't bear it any longer.....i just.............
words can't really explain my feeling now....
is it really hard to gv me a proper reason b4 doing anything on me!?
is this fair enough to me!?
i am really disappointed this time....heart-broken indeed.
Sometimes, i wish to just vanish into d air where no one could look for me....but sometimes, i feel reluctant.....coz there are many more days ahead for me to explore....the road is still long to go...
Exactly 2 months from today....nope, it's actually less than 2 months....i will be leaving, to a new place to begin my new journey, meet new ppl from all walks of life & discover who i really am....
i admit i do hv a lot of conflicts......i wish i could leave, coz i'm tired of all these....but at the same time, i'm afraid of d unknown&unfamiliar road ahead of me....& i'm reluctant of letting go the past, the memorable one i had.
i am counting down....with mix-feelings....i don't know how am i supposed to feel?!?!
The better d others treat me....the more reluctant i am to leave...
i am grateful for being so lucky....for having the chance of meeting good ppl who helps me along in any way.....who colored up my life.....& keeping my chin up.
But, pls don't treat me that well, coz i really want to leave....i'm tired.

Lessons

Life-long lessons to be shared:

1. Life is not all about winning, it's about not giving up!
- Emerson ever said that ''All life is an experiment. The more experiments u make the better''. So, never STOP unless u stop breathing!

2. You're nothing although you've won everything. The essential thing about life is not conquering, but fighting with all the best you can.
- Someone ever told me in order to enjoy life, u need to enjoy & cherish every single second no matter what u are up to. To be happy doesn't means u hv to be successful in achieving certain goals, but the journey which leads u to the goal is what makes u happy. What is it for if u own the world but never really learn anything at all?

3. Life will definitely knock us down again & again, but we can choose whether to get back up or not!
- To STOP TRYING is actually the most foolish decision made by man! There's no point sitting there frowning & getting upset for years. Everything happens for an unseen reason. Nothing's gonna change when u choose not to change yourself. It's the matter of attitude & outlook towards life!



So i got inspired by the movie, 'The Karate Kid'.
There're so much to be learnt.
A highly-recommended movie for everyone!
[Shd i claim some publicity fees coz i realized i hv been publicizing a lot recently!?]
The above lessons are essential in helping us to be a better person.
No one is perfect, not excluding me, so my learning is still in progress as i walk down the road=)


p/s: The more accurate version should be like this ------------> Nobody is perfect, i am nobody. =D


haha XD
Have a nice day people!

Lappie

Something goes wrong with my lappie
it boycotts me during the day time...
but can function perfectly normal during the night!
i knew it's kinda creepy!
everytime i pull the plug out, my heart is in pain T.T
i hv no idea what to do besides 'handling' it with tender care now!?
even the technician couldn't find out the cause!
As a conclusion,
lappie is officially diagnosed with an incurable-unknown-disease
=(=(=(

just keeping my fingers-crossed now
hopefully it won't be dead so soon
=(=(=(

Dear lappie, i'm begging u please don't go...
i need u!

VISA

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So i'm done with the walk-in interview today!
1st time went into the US Embassy
the security screening there is 'awesome'!
with the concept of everyone is suspicious of carrying a gun or a bomb or whatsoever explosive material!
Lotsa of guards & polices at the front gate, the scene was rather scary!
After i've done everything,
i stood outside the embassy & waited dad for an hour.
5 strangers came to approach me & talked to me.
a VISA applicant(old aunty), a lawyer, a Director of UN, a lecturer &, a parent.
Is my face that friendly to talk to?
But why almost everyone told me the opposite!?
anyway back to the topic, the lawyer is the scariest among all!
He was 'chasing' me & non-stop talking to me....& asked for my hp no also!
The prob is, i could barely understand him coz he has a strong accent from dunno which country!
He kept on talking to me despite my several attempts of giving him hint that i wanted to leave.
So all i did was just keep my chin up & be the 'good' listener.
Frankly, it's really annoying!
i almost run away with my hills on!
WEIRD!
the rest 4 random strangers are still okay...
nice to hv some short random conversation with them!

Just an hour time,
i met with 5 ppl from different walks of life!
I realized that i'm so small in this world.
just like a single tiny sand on the beach!
okay i'm done whining. bYe~
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Bought 2 sun-glasses
i was almost being cheated!
Luckily i didn't! ^^
So what shd i do having these 2 new 'toys'!?
of course is none-other-than camwhoring!


1st

2nd

Mum joined my crazy camwhoring! XD

look like robbers?
hAHa!

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Fun

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A 3days+2nights trip.

Awana Vacation Resort
the place we stayed.

greenery from the balcony

healthy game during a vacation!!! LOL

awWw...they are CUTE!

same color! ^^
(for 3 days indeed!)

round round & round
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Somehow, i managed to dig out this old photo of mine!

>.<

unintended effects

ceiling deco

crowd at skyway

this is fun!

Clown~ ( ^+^)

heavy midst

i'm so loving this kind of cooling weather!
so is Wisconsin a good choice for me?
may be not=(.....coz it's freeEezing over there!

v 6...


gurls~

^.^

this is more fun!

recharging in progress

Awana Garden

cHesS with a 5-year-old kid!

camwhoring b4 sleep! LOL



A memorable trip indeed!

~THE END~

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Mummy's Birthday

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This year, mummy's b'day was a bit different.
There's a small family reunion....can be considered as celebration i think!?
i hv been accompanying her on her every b'day for 19years.
mum suggested this reunion coz she said this is the last year(b4 i fly) having me around on her b'day....this is sad=(
i was kinda excited over this reunion plan, coz u know, it's really hard for us(family members) to get together & hv a simple reunion, even on CNY eve.
that explained why am i so excited abt it!
we had a simple dinner at mum's fav restaurant, add up with some camwhoring, some chit-chating....that makes a memorable REUNION!

So here it goes....some photos of the day!

captured by the little kid

the kid is so in love with capturing pic of mine

candid shoot 1

candid shoot 2

another random shoot by the kid

in the car, but it's so clear!
it proves that this kid has potential in photo-shooting!>.<

back at home, shooting continue....

look at the HUGE difference of color! >.<
why am i still so DARK although i hv not been swimming for decades!?!?

^^

1st family photo ever!
it looks a bit weird coz of the spacious sitting....
....but me LIKEY it! ♥♥



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