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All great movies come with valuable moral lessons.
So 'Toy Story 3' is a great movie...a funny, interesting, & touching show.....most importantly, it taught me something.

Forget about the story, coz i wanna talk abt something else.
Blogger has been a good 'trashing' place for me whenever something happens to me.

Never ever in my life i felt this way b4....
i'm no longer the one who just listens....
i need reason....just a reason....that's all i need....!
Why the heck am i always the one!?
the words strike me hard....it was lk tearing my heart apart...
i can't bear it any longer.....i just.............
words can't really explain my feeling now....
is it really hard to gv me a proper reason b4 doing anything on me!?
is this fair enough to me!?
i am really disappointed this time....heart-broken indeed.
Sometimes, i wish to just vanish into d air where no one could look for me....but sometimes, i feel reluctant.....coz there are many more days ahead for me to explore....the road is still long to go...
Exactly 2 months from today....nope, it's actually less than 2 months....i will be leaving, to a new place to begin my new journey, meet new ppl from all walks of life & discover who i really am....
i admit i do hv a lot of conflicts......i wish i could leave, coz i'm tired of all these....but at the same time, i'm afraid of d unknown&unfamiliar road ahead of me....& i'm reluctant of letting go the past, the memorable one i had.
i am counting down....with mix-feelings....i don't know how am i supposed to feel?!?!
The better d others treat me....the more reluctant i am to leave...
i am grateful for being so lucky....for having the chance of meeting good ppl who helps me along in any way.....who colored up my life.....& keeping my chin up.
But, pls don't treat me that well, coz i really want to leave....i'm tired.