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It's really disappointing.
i am actually angry, & there's a little hatred in me.
But hatred is tiring....that's y i choose not to, coz i experienced it b4.
But my choice is questioned.
coz my effort of giving out the opportunity is obviously not being appreciated for all this while.
someone condemned me for my stupid choice, my forgiveness, & my ignorance.
i began to question myself why this & why that!?
But i knew my choice well, i choose not to hate coz it's torturing, i choose to forgive & forget so that i can live a happier & simpler life;with not much to think of, & i choose to ignore not bcoz i really don't care, i care too much indeed, & i am trying my best not to make my own life miserable.
The most important point is.....what else should i do besides all these?!
i am not doing good as well....i don't have the power to change my fate, & this is not what i want.
So mummy, pls dun question my choice anymore. i have no choice but to forgive&forget.