Doubt

keep giving myself excuses...this is not a good sign

no turning back i supposed...

ONE day, i just need one more day to get my mind set

fAith

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.--- Martin Luther
信念，就是即使看不到长阶通向何方，却仍愿意迈出第一步--- 马丁路德

Journey of the sea

Waiting....is just like floating in middle of the sea, without having any hint of when are you gonna come by the shore....
Waiting....it drives me crazy sometimes, & it pushes me to the edge at times wondering if i should just give up & let go....
Anyhow, i do believe in one thing, that i'll get something out of this uncertain journey even if i might not be able to find the shore that i've been looking for.
At least, at this point of time, i see some shady light, it might be a different path from what i expected, but perhaps there lies a better & more spacious shore than the one i'm looking for.
Who knows.... :)

面具

别人常说,人生就像一场戏
我则说, 人生就像一场不简单的舞台剧, 演员们都必须在对于不同的 人 事 物 戴上不同的面具, 然后努力地演下去
面具...
你有 我有 他也有
为了要继续呆在舞台上
你唯有的武器, 只有面具
可是说真的,有时候,面具这个东西很恐怖
它会让你慢慢的看清演员们的真面目
同时它也会让你怀疑你曾经真实的自己
结论就是, 不简单...真的没有想象的那么简单

question & question

so yea i attended a conference today, the speaker's story was rather dramatic to me, i wonder, if what he said would ever happen on me. But this is not the point i'm trying to make here. So during the conference i was asked a simple question, but it took me a little while to answer.
The question was: "Given u have the ability to go to ONE place in just a second, where would u like to be?"
My mind went blank, i didnt know what to answer.
...& because of my hesitation, i was asked another question: "I supposed u have been away from home for quite some time & don't you wanna go home?"
Once again, my mind went blank...
While i was walking home today, i took my sweet time embracing in the super awesome weather while thinking about the questions.
If i do need to answer, i wouldn't say home is the place i would like to be at this point of time. i know this doesnt sound right to some people but to me, being back at home means i gotta move on to another new chapter of life, say bye to studenthood & begin my journey out there in the real world. Frankly, i have not yet prepared for that change, simply because i had been wasting a lot of time previously wandering around without crafting my life plan properly.
What is ahead of me? i couldnt even see bits of shadow....it freaks me out to think of the fact that i'm graduating in a year time...i hv so much things to do to get myself prepared & equiped with what i'm supposed to be having upon graduation.

*long-sigh*
i hv no other choice but to try the best out of myself...

So it's been quite some time since i last visited my own bloggie....i just don't have much passion in scribbling lately for God-knows-what-reason.
Well, i'm here today....i just wanna tell the world that i can't get my butt off from where i am right now, i got my face glue-ed to the window pane & i can't stop staring at the falling snow.
...Ceteris paribus(holding everything else constant), who doesn't love this kind of white fluffy thingie?...snow is indeed beautiful to look at. =D

It's been 2days...a bad start i would say.
yeA it's Chinese New Year...gonna post some photos soon.
trying my best to pick myself up, & catch up with everything as soon as possible.
i believe things would turn out fine as the semester rolling in
By the way, Happy Chinese New Year to all!

今日记

今天的我一直出状况
做什么事都做不好
第一次割伤手流那么多血，伤口因该很深，可是却没有很痛
第一次在下大雪的时候追巴士，一身eskimo的打扮，在雪地上疯婆似地狂跑
还有昨天的那件殠事
可是今天唯一值得开心的一件事就是，在购物时见识了一些有趣的事，看见大家很忙碌的在办年货，终于感觉到了新年的气氛

今天就到此为止吧
Tetris不玩了
Uke也不练了
晚安。。

listen...

Have u ever randomly listened to any songs & u felt like daMnit this song says exactly what i wanna say!?
It happens to me, very often, & unintentional
All of a sudden, i feel like music/songs are so awesome...there're so many songs that describe....everything that i wanna express...but sometimes it feels creepy though, as if a super force really knows what u r thinking & it makes u listen to the song!

棋子

其实我们人
每做一件事 都会小心翼翼
每做一个决定 都会想清想楚

就像盘上面的棋子一样
为了不掉入陷阱
你会很小心的去策划每一步

可是往往越是小心的人
就越容易失策
抱着越大的风险
直到当你掉入谷底的时候
你才会发现
然后你就会问自己到底是几时走错了
连开始踏入陷阱的时候也不知道

在真实生活中
掉入这些陷阱的人就是那些人生陷入低潮的人
其实陷入低潮并不重要
毕竟人生就得有起有落
这样的人生 才是缤纷色彩的人生
重要的是 我们怎样去面对 怎样在跌倒的地方爬起来
若你有心去自救
没有任何人可以阻挡你
相反的
若你连一个机会都不给自己
那根本没人可以帮你
所以我们的人生
都在于我们的态度 :)

度假

2天2夜
连续的吃喝玩乐
暂时把我自己，和所有的烦恼都忘掉
尽情地疯癫
人生苦短
偶尔就因该这样
放纵自己
不是吗？ =)

佛语人生

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

与其说是别人让你痛苦，不如说自己的修养不够。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。

因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

人生本就是一条路，一条漫长且艰辛的路，

途中会有鸟语花香，会有花红柳绿，

但前进的脚步不能止住，

因为我们追逐的是梦想，

寻求的是明天，我们别无选择，

只有舍弃那些看似美好的温柔陷阱，

才能追求那些遥远的人生梦幻。

舍弃不是失掉幸福，而是成就完美 - 经过淘汰的完美。

人生不能追求绝对的完美，

但我们可以追求经过舍弃的完美。