Sunday, March 11, 2012

question & question

so yea i attended a conference today, the speaker's story was rather dramatic to me, i wonder, if what he said would ever happen on me. But this is not the point i'm trying to make here. So during the conference i was asked a simple question, but it took me a little while to answer.
The question was: "Given u have the ability to go to ONE place in just a second, where would u like to be?"
My mind went blank, i didnt know what to answer.
...& because of my hesitation, i was asked another question: "I supposed u have been away from home for quite some time & don't you wanna go home?"
Once again, my mind went blank...
While i was walking home today, i took my sweet time embracing in the super awesome weather while thinking about the questions.
If i do need to answer, i wouldn't say home is the place i would like to be at this point of time. i know this doesnt sound right to some people but to me, being back at home means i gotta move on to another new chapter of life, say bye to studenthood & begin my journey out there in the real world. Frankly, i have not yet prepared for that change, simply because i had been wasting a lot of time previously wandering around without crafting my life plan properly.
What is ahead of me? i couldnt even see bits of shadow....it freaks me out to think of the fact that i'm graduating in a year time...i hv so much things to do to get myself prepared & equiped with what i'm supposed to be having upon graduation.

*long-sigh*
i hv no other choice but to try the best out of myself...

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