final is approaching....is knocking on my door....
yet, i'm feeling so dead...so exhausted....
i have been gone through a series of tests, mid-terms, assignments, presentations, tutorials...
to be precise....a marathon indeed!
finally...i left one more final task to go on next monday-2nd major presentation
thats d end of my second semester in INTI....
i feel tired after this long marathon....terrible nightmare
wanted to rest....wanted to stay in the slumberland for 5 days 5 nights....
i knew i can't do that....still have to complete the last 'episode' of this sem....that is FINAL!!!
frankly speaking, i'm a bit nervous, a bit afraid.....
nervous of bad performance....afraid of no improvement....
i don't wanna let the ppl around me down....i knew they expected a lot from me....
i still remember the last promise i made....
but it seems too far from me...i hv no idea when is the time (--.--)
i think i can still mantain everything if i start to pour in more effort now...(actually just stopped...ARGHH)
perhaps i shall just stay in the nerd world for the whole week b4 final.....
what a sad case....i'm exactly lk a DEAD person!!!...
lost my focusing power somewhere in the middle of marathon.
my friend said i'm a bit different recently....is this an early sign of INSANITY???
it makes me wonder...hmmm -.-
by the way, i'm feeling so sorry....
i feel guilty for not being a perfect one....
i'm so sooOOry..... :(
*sighhhHHhhHHhhHHH****
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