天灰

...................................................
如果你不再出现
我的世界　还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验　什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

*我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言 一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
...................................................

i'm supposed to focus on the coming philosophy mid-term & MPW test on tuesday....
But, my emotion drives me into the wrong direction!

i have been emo-ing in these few days
i hate myself for hiding from the reality
i hate myself for the excuses that i gave
i just hate myself being lk this
i hate everything in myself!

Friends, thx for ur concern.
i will be fine soon.