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I just realized that today is the last day of February, & last day of CNY too!
Another month has gone. *counting down months left*
In February, i jot down for almost every single thing in this blog.
19 blog posts in this month!..including the compressed 10 days of CNY updates in a few posts...it's definitely a higher record than last month! XD
i realized that i love to scribble a lot recently....
whatever that can be put into words....i will scribble it down.
Perhaps, scribbling has become my new hobby now. good eh?
Sometimes, i like to sit at a place where there's no one, listening to some soft musics/songs, enjoying the time being alone, & start to think abt everything that comes to my mind, particularly abt myself.
i will start thinking abt my past...& my present...the way i overcome myself, the manner i treat ppl, how ppl treat me, & those ppl who leave footprints in my heart.
But i tend to be moody whenever i utilize my brain to think a lot!
So i've concluded that thinking is good, but not too much for me!
....& i'm actually doing it right now.....wondering a lot abt myself.
i suddenly think that i'm stupid, i'm a coward!....for some sort of reasons.
yes i feel a little sadness....
i'm not sure if my way is right...not sure if my way will lead to greater happiness.
I'm just thinking...may be,.... i should be a little bit more selfish?
coz i feel like i'm losing myself....!
Everything is just so absolute! Life is just lk that....~AbsOlUte~
There's a lot of unexplainable things around...i wish i would be able to reveal the answer someday.....so that i will hv a measuring yardstick to guide myself in this absolute life!
Well, my eyes are so blurry now.....couldn't type any further.
Shall stop thinking & off to slumberland!
Good night world!
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